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Thursday, July 30, 2009>
We were writing our opinions about what Life is about today during tutorial. Sangee wrote one which I still remember: "Life is about being screwed at the end of it all."
Thanks SL
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Thursday, July 23, 2009>
Today was quite a horrid day. The only good thing that happened was probably that I did not get a U for Econs because I was really prepared for a U. So when CC asked me how I felt about my results I just told her frankly that 'I thought I would get U' hahahahaha.
Hello Nessa though I don't think you'll read this, I MISSED YOU TODAY our romantic time was not romantic without you (obviously) but I really hope that you'll be a happy Nessa really soon :) :) :) :) :)
Dinner with PP and honestly I felt slightly better after that :) Thanks PP I'm so sorry for spoiling your fantabulous mood but I really tried to be happier as time went by so yah I think you're still damn high haha.
Thanks B and F for always being there to hear me whine about the same old thing, I'm really really really sorry that you have to put up with all of my horrible complaints and whines and just the plain annoying side of me especially these 2 weeks, B especially I complain to you like nearly every single day. But I was just thinking about it and I realised that one of the best decisions of my life was probably choosing to join String in SN cause I met a lot of wonderful people (not just B and F, eh no B not counted that was in primary5 hahaha) and the years in Sec3 and Sec4 were one of the bests I've had so far :) Just a random thought.
I really hope I don't end up with a U for Lit. If not it would be the first time in history I've done so badly in Lit and that's not something I want oh man. And GP, woah horrible.
Crying is really therapeutic I feel much much much better after letting it all out now, I had no idea that this was affecting me so much to the extent that I could just cry talking about it.
Hello you, you must be one hell of a bad person if you're able to make me cry just talking about you.
Anyway thank you again to everybody I've been whining to and showing them that I've not been in a good mood lately I love you all :)
ps CONGRATS SANGEE INDIAN DANCE PRES :D
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009>
Happy birthday B I love you very much :)
It's not okay, not okay at all. How do you pretend that everything's okay when it's not?
You don't.
Something I don't like about myself is that I take forever to be okay again.
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Thursday, July 16, 2009>
Do you know what's worth fighting for
When it's not worth dying for
Does it take your breath away
And you feel yourself suffocating
Does the pain weigh out the pride
And you look for a place to hide
Did someone break your heart inside
You're in ruins
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty-one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
When you're at the end of the road
And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty-one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
Did you try to live on your own
When you burned down the house and home
Did you stand too close to the fire
Like a liar looking for forgiveness from a stone
When it's time to live and let die
And you can't get another try
Something inside this heart has died
You're in ruins
One, twenty-one guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, twenty-one guns
Throw up your arms into the sky
You and I
I don't know if I've felt so... undescribably horrid before about such small matters.
Why am I so stupid.
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Tuesday, July 14, 2009>
JAMMING HAS BEEN FUN :) And I'm getting scared of KFC. HAHAHAH but oh well I hope we'll sound nice and people'll tell us we sound good when we actually get to perform for people!School has been quite fun we're slowly getting back on schedule with the busy pace of schoolwork and everything. Breaks have been really fun still, highlights of my day :D With Elsie's new games hahaha which are highly amusing (GOGGLES HAHAHAHA!)
YO concert :D Haven't been to a concert in ages. And dinner with the Yellows was really, love. It was like old times. I love being with these people :)Mouse I still can't believe you're leaving!!!!!!!!! :( 18th AUGUST IS COMING TOO SOON MAN :(
(okay actually I think I had a lot to say but I kind of blanked out when I reached here hahaha)
I HOPE MY 11:11 WISH COMES TRUE!
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Sunday, July 05, 2009>
Darwin was fun :) Most of the pictures are on FB so I'm kind of lazy to upload them here hahaha. After getting back got quarantined for a week and I'M VERY HAPPY THAT WEEK'S OVER!!! YAY!
Grandpa & Grandma
Feeding the fishes on the first day
At this nature reserve where we climbed up the rocks and everything, and I swear the view from up there was similar to the view of Lion King's.
CTs have been... oh man I hope I don't fail anything but I think it's impossible. Math paper left, after Tuesday CTs will be over!!!!! YAY! Jamming has been fun :) 'I came here to make you dance tonight' hahaha I hope we will jam Guilty Pleasure cause it's a really fun song!!
Can't wait for dinner on Friday!!!!!!!! And YO concert on 13th yay I haven't been to a concert in eons.
It might lead to somewhere, I think we all know there's a chance! Elf-elf.
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Monday, June 29, 2009>
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HELLO GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING CTS STARTING UH TODAY!!!
You must be wondering what in the world I'm doing up at this time if I'm taking CTs today also. Well I got quarantined for coming back from Darwin on 23rd. Dang, if only I got back 2 days earlier. But it's good in a way cause I get more time to study so yay. Bad thing is that while everybody's done and over with CTs on Friday I'm not done yet. :( Oh nevermind la. I really hope I don't fail everything!!!! I WON'T I WON'T I WON'T!!!
Anyway Darwin was a good getaway from studying! And good family bonding hahaha :) Lazy to blog about it now cause I'm really damn tired but just to let whoever reads this know that I am supposedly quarantined and to wish everrrrrrrrybody good luck for CTs though a bit late by the time people actually see this. But oh well! It's the thought that counts hee :)
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009>
HI FRIENDS I THINK THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY PHONE I CANNOT SEEM TO SEND OR RECEIVE SMSES! Okay I think I can send, but I don't think I can receive shitttttttt manzzzzzz. I hope that it'll be okay tomorrow if not I'm quite dead meat. And the best thing is that the cutting-off-of-people problem is back if I call out or something the call will be cut off within like 20 seconds of the call or something.
:(
Why am I always having problems with my line?!
ANYWAY, past few days have been FUN FUN FUN and I'm quite happy I managed to do work :D With F on Monday hee hee quite funny I think I'm quite a nuisance with my questions and never-ending songs hahahaha BUT I taught F how to use LimeWire HAHAHAHA such a n00b. :D Joking. Monday was BAND day, Tuesday was F-day, and today was OG12 day!!! Okay I think my timeline is very wrong I keep thinking today is Thursday. And anyway CANNOT WAIT FOR TOMORROW AND FRIDAY HEE HEE ROCKBAND AT WM'S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY YAY YAY AND SATURDAY IS SIZZLER! AND SUNDAY IS ... not confirmed yet haha. And Monday is baking Cake Pops at YY's!!! Woah means I really have to go squeeze time to do work. I have not touched Chem or Econs. And I'm still falling asleep while reading Wuthering Heights shittttttt. Hahaha I kind of cannot wait for Darwin now. It's quite funny, whenever people ask me where I'm headed to and I say 'Darwin', the first response I get is 'Huh? Where is that?'. Darwin is in AUSTRALIA LA and no got no H1N1. So far. Hahahaha. I hope I don't need to be quarantined or anything when I get back.
Anyway I think I'm addicted to Polaroids does anyone want to get me a Polaroid camera for my birthday :)
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Sunday, June 07, 2009>
I HAD DINNER WITH PENNY YUHUI JESSLING AND UGENIE ON THURSDAY NIGHT :) Hello you 2 I didn't blog about it because I was waiting for the pictures la hahahaha don't sad don't sad I still love you guys :) They had a lot of fun entertaining themselves and irritating me hahaha but no la it was fun after all! Hello YH please take care of yourself in the US!!! Have fun there :)F is being irritating on MSN hahaha but we're having fun playing Minesweepers I am going to win AGAIN HEE HEE and I shall not let F win.
To F#2 (hahah now I know why Penny and YH say my blog is cryptic): YOU ARE SO IRRITATING I WANT TO THROW YOUR GC AT YOU!!!